IMPORTANT ~
This chapter carries a quiet restlessness.
The kind you feel when your heart understands something
your mind hasn’t caught up to yet.
When you crave someone’s presence
without knowing why.
When, despite everything,
it’s just one person you want.
And when your mind starts searching for answers
to emotions it cannot yet explain
that feeling lives in this chapter.
I hope it resonates with you. 🤍
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The morning arrived quietly.
Too quietly.
Reyansh woke up before his alarm, eyes opening to the pale light slipping in through the curtains. For a few seconds, his mind was blank.
Then everything came rushing back.
Her voice.
Her hug from last night.
The way her presence had stayed with him even after she left.
He picked up his phone instinctively.
No missed calls.
No messages.
He stared at the screen longer than necessary.
After a moment, he typed.
“Good morning.”
He hesitated. Deleted it. Typed again.
“Hope you slept well.”
Sent.
Across the city, Ishani read the message while sitting at the edge of her bed, hair still loose, sleep clinging softly to her eyes.
She smiled before she realised she was smiling.
“Good morning. I slept… peacefully.”
That one word stayed with him.
Peacefully.
He read it twice.
Then, before he could stop himself, he called.
She answered almost immediately.
“Good morning,” she said, voice still warm with sleep.
Something shifted inside him.
“Good morning,” he replied, softer than he intended. “Did I wake you?”
“No,” she said. “I was already up.”
There was a pause.
Not awkward.
Just… aware.
“I won’t keep you,” he said, though he clearly didn’t want to hang up. “Just wanted to hear you once.”
Her fingers tightened slightly around the phone.
“Okay,” she replied quietly.
They didn’t say much after that.
Small things.
Breakfast.
Plans for the day.
And then the call ended.
Normal.
Too normal.
The day, however, refused to cooperate.
Reyansh went to office, sat through meetings, listened, spoke, decided.
But something was off.
He kept losing his train of thought.
Kept checking his phone between files.
Kept replaying her voice from the morning.
By afternoon, the feeling became impossible to ignore.
This wasn’t distraction.
This was restlessness.
He leaned back in his chair, rubbing his temples.
What was this.
He liked her. He knew that.
But liking someone had never unsettled him like this before.
This constant pull.
This urge to hear her, to see her, to feel closer even when nothing was wrong.And with that, the day came to an end.
He thought of her trusting him without question.
Of how easily she fit into his space.
Of how quiet everything became when she was near.
His chest tightened.
Was this… love?
The thought made him sit up straighter.
He didn’t like how easily it slipped in.
Didn’t like how real it felt.
He checked his phone again.
No new messages.
That did it.
He stood up, walked to the window of his room, city stretched endlessly below him, loud and distant.
And suddenly, he didn’t want any of it .
He only wanted her.
Not physically.
Not impatiently.
Just… near.
He called.
Meanwhile, Ishani’s day unfolded differently.
She went about her routine, helped her mother with small things, answered calls, listened more than she spoke. Everything felt familiar.
And yet, she felt lighter.And just like that, her day came to an end.
She found herself replaying moments from the previous night.
Reyansh asking without pressure.
The way he had stood back, always checking her comfort without making it obvious.
The hug, steady and grounding.
She hadn’t realised how tired she had been until she felt okay again.
It surprised her.
How easily she believed him.
How quickly her restlessness faded around him.
And then her mobile rang.
Reyansh.
She answered instantly.
“Reyansh?”
This time, his tone gave him away the moment she answered.
“Reyansh?”
“I’m sorry,” he said immediately. “I know it’s random.”
“It’s okay,” she replied gently. “What happened?”
He closed his eyes.
“Everything okay?” she asked softly.
“Yes,” he replied. Then paused.
“No. Actually… I don’t know.”
That made her turn away from the window.
Another pause.
“I’ve been restless since yesterday,” he said honestly. “And I don’t understand why.I keep thinking about you. And it’s confusing me. he admitted. “I’ve been trying to focus all day, and I can’t.”
“Confusing how?”she asked
“Because I’ve never felt this kind of pull before,” he said honestly. “It’s not excitement. It’s not attraction alone.”
A pause.
“It feels like… something inside me refuses to settle unless I hear you.”
Silence stretched between them.
Then she spoke, softly.
“Come home.”
The words weren’t dramatic.
They weren’t an invitation.
They were grounding.
He exhaled sharply.
“Ishani…”
“I mean,” she corrected herself quickly, shy creeping in, “not my house. Just… rest. Don’t fight it.”
“You’re tired,” she said gently.
“Maybe,” he agreed. “But tiredness doesn’t usually make me think about someone this much.”
Her breath hitched.
He continued, voice lower now.
“I keep replaying small moments. You standing there. You listening. You trusting me.”
A soft exhale.
“And it’s bothering me… how much I want to pull you close and just stay there.”
Ishani closed her eyes.
“Reyansh…” she whispered.
“I know,” he said quickly. “I’m not crossing any line. I just… need you to know what’s happening inside my head.”
She leaned her forehead against the cool glass.
“I feel it too,” she said quietly.
He went still.
“You do?”
She nodded even though he couldn’t see her.
“When you hugged me yesterday,” she continued, voice trembling just a little, “something inside me went completely quiet.”
His breathing changed.
“Like everything noisy just… stopped,” she added. “And I didn’t want to move away.”
He swallowed.
“If you were here right now,” he said slowly, “I wouldn’t kiss you.”
Her heart skipped.
“I’d just pull you into my chest,” he continued, “rest my chin on your head… and stay there till you forget the world exists.”
Her fingers pressed into the bedsheet.
“That sounds unfair,” she said softly.
“Why?”
“Because now I want it too.”
The silence between them thickened.
“Video call?” he asked suddenly.
Not demanding. Almost hesitant.
She didn’t answer with words.
She switched the call.
His face appeared on her screen.
Messy hair. Soft eyes. A look that made her chest ache.
For a moment, neither of them spoke.
Then his gaze dropped to her lips.
And Ishani realised something dangerous.
He wasn’t imagining her anymore.
He was feeling her.
“You’re too close,” he murmured.
“You asked for video call,” she replied, barely audible.
He smiled ... not playful, not teasing.
Soft. Controlled. Deep.
“Ishani,” he said, voice rougher now, “you have no idea what you do to me when you look at me like that.”
Her cheeks burned.
“I’m trying very hard to behave,” he admitted.
“But my heart isn’t listening.”
She moved closer to the screen without realising it.
“If I say stop,” she whispered, “will you?”
“Yes,” he answered instantly.
That did something to her.
She lifted her hand and placed it on the screen, right where his face was.
“I don’t want you to stop,” she said.
His eyes softened.
“Then don’t move,” he said quietly. “Let me look at you.”
He stayed still, exactly the way he said he would.
The screen held her face, closer than before, softer in the dim light of her room. Reyansh didn’t speak for a few seconds. He was afraid that if he did, the control he was holding onto so carefully would slip.
She swallowed. “Is it working?”
A faint smile touched his lips. Not playful. Dangerous.
“Not really.”
She shifted slightly on the bed, the movement instinctive. He noticed. Of course he did.
“Don’t,” he said softly.
The word wasn’t sharp. It was careful. Like he was holding something fragile.
Her breath hitched. “Why?”
“Because every time you move,” he said, eyes darkening, “my mind fills in the rest.”
Heat rushed to her cheeks.
She didn’t move again.
Good, he thought. Too good.
“I keep thinking about last night,” he admitted, voice slower now. “Not the planning. Not the talking.”
Her fingers curled into the bedsheet.
“Then what?”
“Your hug.”
The word left his mouth quietly, but it landed heavy.
“How you fit,” he continued. “Like you’d always known where to stand.”
Her heart fluttered, sharp and sudden.
“I could feel your breathing,” he said. “Steady. Trusting.”
She closed her eyes.
“And the worst part,” he added, almost a whisper, “is that my body relaxed before my mind did.”
That made her open her eyes.
“That’s not fair,” she said softly.
He smiled again. This time it didn’t reach his eyes.
“I know.”
He leaned closer to the screen without realising it.
“do you know how dangerous it is to feel calm with someone?”
She shook her head.
“It makes you want to stay,” he said. “It makes you want more without asking for it.”
Her voice came out smaller. “Is that what you want?”
He exhaled, controlled but deep.
“I want to pull you close,” he said honestly.
“And then stop. Right there.”
Her heart skipped.
“Because if I don’t stop,” he continued, “I don’t know if I can stay careful the way I should.”
The honesty sent a shiver through her.
“If you were here,” she said, barely breathing, “what would you do first?”
He didn’t answer immediately.
Then, very slowly, “I’d cup the back of your neck.”
Her fingers trembled.
“Not to pull you,” he added. “Just to feel your pulse.”
Her breath turned uneven.
“And I’d rest my forehead against yours,” he said, voice dropping further, “until we forget we were ever restless.”
She pressed her lips together, overwhelmed.
“Reyansh…”
“Yes?”
“It does reach me,” she whispered. “That pull.”
His jaw tightened.
“Tell me where,” he said quietly.
Her eyes flickered up.
“Here,” she said, placing her hand over her chest. “And here.”
She moved her hand slightly lower.
He sucked in a breath.
“Stop,” he murmured, half-warning, half-plea.
“Why?” she asked again.
“Because if you keep going,” he said, voice strained now, “I’m afraid I won’t know where to stop.”
That made her smile softly.
“You’re already there,” she said.
He didn’t deny it.
“I’m scared of how much I think of you before I even realise I am.” he admitted.
That was it.
That was the flutter.
Not a kiss.
Not a touch.
Just truth, bare and shaking.
She leaned closer to the screen again, voice warm, steady.
“Then don’t fight it alone.”
His eyes softened instantly.
“I won’t,” he said. “Not anymore.”
They stayed like that, breathing into each other through a screen that suddenly felt too thin.
“You know,” he said finally, voice quieter now, slower, “this is the part that scares me.”
She didn’t move her hand from the screen.
“Which part?” she asked.
“The fact that I don’t feel like I’m doing anything,” he replied. “And yet everything inside me feels… stirred.”
Her breath caught at that.
“I’m not trying,” he continued honestly. “I’m not planning anything. I’m just sitting here. Looking at you.”
A pause.
“And still, my chest feels full in a way I don’t recognise.”
She swallowed.
“I don’t know what this feeling is yet,” he said, eyes never leaving hers. “I just know it’s new. And it’s loud.”
She lowered her gaze for a moment, then looked back up.
“I understand… but the way it stays with me is different.”
“How?” he asked
She thought for a second, choosing her words the way she always did when something mattered.
“Like,” she began slowly, “I don’t feel like running toward you.”
His brow furrowed slightly.
“But I also don’t want to step back.”
That made something warm settle in his chest.
“It’s like,” she continued, voice barely above a whisper, “standing somewhere safe and suddenly realising you don’t want to leave that spot.”
Reyansh exhaled.
“That’s exactly it,” he murmured. “It doesn’t feel dramatic. It feels… grounding.
They sat with that truth between them.
He shifted slightly on his bed, resting his elbow against the headboard.
“Can I ask you something?” he said.
She nodded.
“Does it bother you,” he asked carefully, “that I think about you more than I planned to?”
Her lips curved into the smallest smile.
“No,” she replied. “It just surprises me sometimes… how easily it happens.”
He smiled at that. Not wide. Just enough.
“I don’t want to rush this,” he said quietly. “I don’t even know what ‘this’ is yet.”
“I know,” she replied. “Neither do I.”
Their eyes held again. Longer this time.
“If I’m being honest,” he added, after a pause, “I don’t want answers right now.”
“Then what do you want?” she asked.
He thought about it.
“Moments like this,” he said simply. “Where nothing is being promised. And nothing is being taken.”
Her fingers pressed a little more firmly against the screen.
“I like that,” she said.
Something softened in him completely then.
“You should sleep,” he said gently, even though every part of him resisted ending the call.
She nodded. “You too.”
Neither of them moved.
The silence stayed between them, warm and unhurried, like it didn’t want to be broken.
“Just one more minute,” he said quietly.
She smiled. “Okay.”
A few seconds passed. Then he spoke again, slower this time. Careful. Almost hesitant.
“Ishani…”
He paused, searching for words that wouldn’t overwhelm what they already shared.
“If you’re comfortable,” he said softly, “can we… stay like this?”
She looked up at the screen.
“On video,” he added gently. “I don’t know why, but it feels easier when I can see you.”
His voice dropped, honest and a little vulnerable.
“It’s not about talking. Or doing anything. I just…”
He exhaled slowly.
“I want to feel like you’re here. Like I’m not alone in this quiet.”
Her heart tightened.
She didn’t answer with words.
Instead, she adjusted her pillow, rested her head against it, and placed her phone beside her.
The screen shifted.
Now he could see her properly.
Hair loose. Face relaxed. Eyes softer than before.
Reyansh inhaled slowly, something gentle spreading through his chest, easing the restlessness he hadn’t known how to name.
“You look…” he began, then stopped, as if the word deserved care.
She lifted her gaze toward the screen.
“You look divine like this,” he said quietly. Not teasing. Not dramatic. Just honest.
Her breath caught.
She turned her face slightly away, a shy smile appearing before she could stop it.
“That wasn’t meant to make you shy,” he added softly. “Just… something I noticed.”
She didn’t reply. She didn’t need to.
She simply settled more comfortably, eyes finding his again.
And something inside him eased even further.
“Thank you,” he murmured.
Not for the call.
Not for staying.
For her.
They lay there like that, screens glowing softly in the dark.
No promises spoken.
No lines crossed.
No names given to the feeling quietly growing between them.
Just two people letting their hearts recognise something gently…
and choosing to stay.
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So… how did this chapter make you feel?
What were you thinking while reading it?
And be honest
did it make you smile…
or maybe blush, just a little? 🌸🕊️
I’d love to know your thoughts.




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